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so i lost everything...views comments subscribers videos and i do now know what to do. youtube will never re activate my old account and even if they do at this point they completely erased my videos. i know im new to this forum but i have been reading things from here for awhile and im active in other bh forums. please if anyone can help me with anything even just check the video out and like it or comment it anything will mean so much to me im trying to be a musician and i was close to having a popular account and in 2 seconds everything i worked on spent money on and time is all gone. heres a link to what used to be my most popular video please check it out
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BxlqAQlwV...PTp6-Ee2g=