12-25-2019, 01:13 PM
Just a rant most of you hear will find stupid but oh well...
I should be grateful but i'm not feeling it. So it's the first Christmas for my son who is 10 months old. Yes I became a father in 2019 and I haven't really had the time to do much investing into internet marketing as I used to in the past as I spend all my time raising my son and making sure he's safe.
It's an exhausting job but I love it and i'm not complaining because this little man makes me the happiest person in the world. His smile melts my heart every time and when he lays and puts his head on my chest I feel this "love" i've never felt before.
I took time off from working on my online stuff just to spend time most of my time with him. When he goes to sleep tho I try to keep up with the internet stuff but all i've experienced was failure and nothing was profitable.
Before my son was born I've made 6 figures online in the past but today I have nothing to show because of mistakes I made. At least I didn't fall for the shiny object syndrome and instead put most of the profits Ive made back into online businesses which I lost and pretty much nothing left.
I didnt even buy myself new cloths as I wear the same ol stuff i wore for years. I would keep telling myself I will succeed by doing all these investments. Heck I even lost $16k day trading which shattered me.
My last project I wrote my own book how I make money online but after my son was born I had to put it aside and didn't even launch it as of yet. It's not even ready as I didn't even get to built my list. Im worry i'd have to rehash the whole thing to make it more relevant for todays trends.
F**k im so depressed im not even going to finish this post i'll just say this
Its Christmas even and everyone was opening gifts early. Got him a $4.99 CAT Dumb truck but wanted to get him a toy smart car that he can sit in and drive around in. Everytime i pull into my street (because its safe) i take him out the car seat and hold him in the front and we both drive into my driveway and he loves to pretend hes driving.
So parents got him a smart car, and his uncle got him another car he can sit in. He got a custom gold bracelet that cost $600. All of these cool gifts and none came from me. Im so sad over this I really wanted to get him the coolest toy ever. But I couldn't afford much.
His first cool toys and his dad couldn't get them for him.
What a day, I guess im still trying to figure out this thing we call "life".
Gonna wait for replies on here saying "get a job". Or other harsh comments idk anymore.
I even just realize that this vent sucked as the writing is pathetic. Looks nothing like the copy i'm usually good at writing.
Anyways, maybe the future will change and I can redeem myself. For all the dads out there. Spoil your kids if you can, life is short.
Take care and Merry f**king Christmas. Thank you BBHF for all the knowledge I wouldn't be successful online making 6 figures in my past without all the shares here. Especially NonComformer, Layna61524, Theo1 and Despatch for the life changing materials you shared here freely.
PS: I didn't double space my sentences so I aplogize in advance if any of you read this and it was difficult as I didn't feel like structuring it in any copywriting format.
I should be grateful but i'm not feeling it. So it's the first Christmas for my son who is 10 months old. Yes I became a father in 2019 and I haven't really had the time to do much investing into internet marketing as I used to in the past as I spend all my time raising my son and making sure he's safe.
It's an exhausting job but I love it and i'm not complaining because this little man makes me the happiest person in the world. His smile melts my heart every time and when he lays and puts his head on my chest I feel this "love" i've never felt before.
I took time off from working on my online stuff just to spend time most of my time with him. When he goes to sleep tho I try to keep up with the internet stuff but all i've experienced was failure and nothing was profitable.
Before my son was born I've made 6 figures online in the past but today I have nothing to show because of mistakes I made. At least I didn't fall for the shiny object syndrome and instead put most of the profits Ive made back into online businesses which I lost and pretty much nothing left.
I didnt even buy myself new cloths as I wear the same ol stuff i wore for years. I would keep telling myself I will succeed by doing all these investments. Heck I even lost $16k day trading which shattered me.
My last project I wrote my own book how I make money online but after my son was born I had to put it aside and didn't even launch it as of yet. It's not even ready as I didn't even get to built my list. Im worry i'd have to rehash the whole thing to make it more relevant for todays trends.
F**k im so depressed im not even going to finish this post i'll just say this
Its Christmas even and everyone was opening gifts early. Got him a $4.99 CAT Dumb truck but wanted to get him a toy smart car that he can sit in and drive around in. Everytime i pull into my street (because its safe) i take him out the car seat and hold him in the front and we both drive into my driveway and he loves to pretend hes driving.
So parents got him a smart car, and his uncle got him another car he can sit in. He got a custom gold bracelet that cost $600. All of these cool gifts and none came from me. Im so sad over this I really wanted to get him the coolest toy ever. But I couldn't afford much.
His first cool toys and his dad couldn't get them for him.
What a day, I guess im still trying to figure out this thing we call "life".
Gonna wait for replies on here saying "get a job". Or other harsh comments idk anymore.
I even just realize that this vent sucked as the writing is pathetic. Looks nothing like the copy i'm usually good at writing.
Anyways, maybe the future will change and I can redeem myself. For all the dads out there. Spoil your kids if you can, life is short.
Take care and Merry f**king Christmas. Thank you BBHF for all the knowledge I wouldn't be successful online making 6 figures in my past without all the shares here. Especially NonComformer, Layna61524, Theo1 and Despatch for the life changing materials you shared here freely.
PS: I didn't double space my sentences so I aplogize in advance if any of you read this and it was difficult as I didn't feel like structuring it in any copywriting format.