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Am I right in thinking black hat means evil??? Ive tried everywhere to find somone who can help me get back on my cheating ex, I dont mean anything ileagle just spitefull, I cant mail a letter or make a phone call myself as they know my voice and postal area
If theres anyone out there who likes making other peoples lives miserable please contact me or refer me to a forum where I might find somone
Hanks

unreal ......................